STARS...

Let me have the opportunity to write this thoughts that was from a guy who fell in love with a girl.. But the girl's heart was already taken.. (Aruy! =/)

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IF I COULD CHANGE YOUR MIND

There you are with your perfect way
you got that little shine your eyes
To hear one word will make my day
But there's no room for me in your life.

Refrain:
Ohh.. You got me down on my knees
Ohh and in my mind I can see
how perfect everything could be
but you wont give us time
Chorus:
But if I could change your mind
How will you want me?
Could you say you need me
coz I need you know?

I try to move on but your perfect way
is got this little shine asking why
but this wont keep spinning
as my heart sounds beat
it said there's no room inside

Ohh.. If I could change your mind
but if I could how will you want me?
would you say you need me now?
And if I could change your mind
how will you hold me?
Would you say forever
Ohh please save me here from drown
Ohh and if I could change your mind
(Change your mind) 2x

MAGIC OF STARS

*Spirits move me every time I'm near you
whirling like a cyclone in my mind shining stars,
Angel of my lifetime,
answers to all the answers I can find.

Refrain:

*****, I love you let me know
the wonder of all of you like
the shine you have in your eyes

2nd Refrain:

*****, I love you now, now, now
and hold on fast could it be magic at last
spirits take me high up on the hillside
high up where moon meets the stars,
*****, I love you build my world around you
never,never,never leave you till my life is done
(Repeat 1st Stanza of ref.)

Could it be magic, maybe it is. No, I'm sure it is.

UNTITLED

The first time ever I saw your face, I thought the sun rose in your eyes and the moon and the stars were gifts you gave to the dark and the end of the skies to the dark. The first time ever you lay your head to my shoulder to fell asleep, I felt the earth move in my hand like the trembling heart of a captive bird. The first time I lay with you and felt your heart so close to mine and my love will last till the end of time. With one more look at you, I could learn to tame the clouds and let the shine through. Leave a troubled past and I might start again. I'll solve the mysteries of deep stars. Refresh these tired eyes. With one more look at you, I might overcome the anger that I've learn to know. Find a peace of mind. I love so long ago. Your gentle touch has made me strong again and I belong again for when you look at me, I'm every thing and more than I had dreamed. I'd be my spirits feels a promise. I won't be alone, love you and live forever with one more look at you, I'd learned my stars , I'd have my constellation, paint your portrait too.

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I couldn't say a word about these literary piece that I typed moments ago.. I was speechless all through out.. Especially when I read this all together.. All I could do is let out a sigh.. I know how it was written by a man with a heart that wanted to reach a star. But the star was already taken 2 years ago before he came along. Somehow I felt a wound right through my heart. Because once I again, I failed to embrace the pain that a person wasn't suppose to feel. I felt sorry. I feel the guilt. But that was all I could do.

My only wish for the person who worked on this songs and poems was for him to mend and to heal and let time work its magic. I won't ever get in your way because I would always be Kitinn. I will always be in the place where my heart belongs. Here.

It won't be a great decision to be waiting in the wings because it would be all for nothing.
But I can promise to remain the same.
Nothing else but that. Thank you for everything.

And yes.. Thank you for making one of my dreams come true..

Thank you for giving me Breaking dawn.. I will take care of it..

Once again..

Forever will be..

KITINN..