Happy Half year Luvie!! ^^ (Exclusively for him)

I don't know how to say this especially when everyone I love is kinda here to read this.. (Mom is watching me write this Hahaha!! =p)

Time move too fast.. Haayy.. I remember.. December of 2008 was the worst month of my life.. Coz I got disapointed coz I thought I wouldn't win you back.. Ggrrrr!! I hate remembering that.. Its sooo not me.. Tsk!

Anyway, I am thankful that February of this year was the time.. We have the chance to mend ourselves and realize what went wrong..

March my kind of month... We are still so shy but my heart is already emotionally taken by you.. (Ayee!!!)

April was our Month.. It is the time were, I rediscover something I already felt in the past.. Its just that it is alot stronger now..

And here I am.. Standing on a street together with you..It has been a half year already.. I couldn't explain how I feel the moment I felt that my heart already belongs to you and vice versa with you.

I remember every details of this magical journey that we created together.

The time that I got sick, that was the first time you knew where my house is. You felt the pain that I am feeling.. I saw your eyes with sadness in them because you were wishing so hard that the pain I have can be yours. I remember you closing your eyes each time I swallow. Because my throat was badly swelling to the point there are some tears escaping my eyes because of the pain. But you grab my hand and kissed it. I will never forget that.

I remember me being disappointed in you because you got me worried the time you went to Paco to drink with your friends and you got home at 1am in the morning. I was not talking you for 3 days straight. The 4th day, I was surprised because you went to our house and you asked for my forgiveness. I wasn't paying attention to your explanation, because I knew I was right and you were wrong. I would roll my eyes each time you say you were sorry. We were outside our house sitting in wet cement bench. I was surprise you kneeled in front of me not caring if someone sees you looking like an idiot. You said you were sorry and you were almost about to walk out because I was forcing you to go home. But you stayed. We talked it out and we compromised. It was one of the sweetest nights of my life just so you know it.


I remember my Birthday. You always have surprises for me. I remember, I was so upset.. I remember texting you because I was upset.. I was texting you and you said I should check who is outside. You were outside waiting for me.. I was shocked seeing a bouquet of red roses in front of me.. I cried.. I was so speechless that I cried and you wipe some tears from my eyes.. I remember how the next morning turned out.. It was a rainy birthday for me.. We listened to the mass together that morning.. You came to my school, you requested me to come to your home 1st because you need to show me something.. And.. You gave me Pauline.. I love her.. (she's watching me from behind! hahaha =p) and some touching letters as well.. One of the happiest day of my life.. Thank you for that..

I remember your birthday, I gave you a watch that you pledge never to use because you never use any kind of watch anymore.. I gave you an umbrella too and your favorite kind of chocolate and a cake care of Yohj.. And some letters..

I remember us going to Church every Saturdays of the week.. Sometimes I would go to your place, just bonding with you.. (Pilingan Portion! hahaha!! =p) You would go outside do your bottle flairing while I watch you perform your tricks.. Sometimes we would go near the A lake in the back of your house..
(not sure if its Aplaya? Its just a big portion of water in my eyes.. hahaha!! ^^)
We would watch the moon rise with clouds in them.. I would stare at sky with you holding my shoulders.. I would stare at your eyes.. Ugh.. Haayy.. I miss your eyes already..

We go to places.. We would be there.. I am always statisfied to end my days with you whenever we have a chance to be together.. I remember every details.. Soemtimes.. You know we usually cry when we are in senti (Always is!! ^^)

But you know what? I'll always be thankful for those time that I can express what I truly felt especially I am saying those to you.. I love being around you.. A million person would not be enough to replace you.. That is how I felt..
No one could understand me better than you do..

Since the day we brought it up together, I was thankful enough to finally see who am I suppose to Love.. Finally... It was you.. Sorry fory closing my eyes, for not seeing your significance.. Sorry for not seeing your exquisiteness.. But hey, look where my heart is now..

My heart is at a place where no one could ever see.. Except you..
Luvie, for all the things, I love you.. and I will forever be here for you.. No matter what.. I will stand by you.. It means to me everything.. That's how I love you..

HAPPY HALF YEAR!! OR... HAPPY 6th MONTHSARY!!! Mwah!!