Kitinn ^^: I don't know anything about your world. I want to comment about that.

Typical me. Scanning and seeing different stuffs about literally everything.

There was something I saw.

It was just pictures. Some uploaded pictures in Facebook.

I was pissed off seeing some of the pictures because of who were in those photos.

Huh. Yeah I hate her. I don't like her. Maybe she doesn't like me either but I don't really care. All I care about is that she need to get out on my path or else..

Okay.. I'll stop talking about her.. My post isn't about her anyway.

Let's skip that part.

I saw some family pictures. Some comments and everything.

Somehow it hit me.

Like I felt something that I wasn't suppose to feel. I wasn't even close to that family though I respect them a lot.

I respect them to the highest heavens even at times I talk about wrong things about them but still, I respect them very much.

There are a lot of stuffs I wanted to to know about them. They are suppose to be some people I wished I knew better.

I am not the type of girl who usually got up then talk to them as if we've known each other for life. I'm maybe a little talkative but not when I talk to older people or to those whom I know I need to watch my behavior.

Hell. That's not me. Definitely not my attitude. I am not the type of girl who will speak up and tell stories about me. I shy away from those scenario.

Instead I'll keep quiet and then I'll just be scared to even touch them.

Yeah. Kitinn who is famous for being outspoken through her blog is shy when it comes to talking to elderly whom she respects a lot.

I don't know. I want to know about them. What is their stories but somehow I am afraid to ask. I am more afraid of what will they think of me. Their impression about me. I don't want them to judge me.

Instead I'd rather keep my mouth shut than to make bad impressions about myself. But I wanted to know their stories.

Complicated aren't I?

I don't know if this is confusion or just avoiding and then wanted to do something but I can't..

Stupid me...

There are stuffs I wanted to see, I wanted to feel but I'd rather be sitting in front of my computer.

I am not type of having the thickest face on earth. I'd rather be in my house doing something instead of making a fool of myself.

Yeah.

I should make up my mind but I really need to find something to make me grow wider and broad.

Life is complicated.

What's new?

I had been busy as crap in school but some days seems insignificant.

That really bugs me. But I don't have a choice.