Something I could never forget..

I felt whole the moment I stepped out and stare at the blank.

There's a lot of things I learned while I aged or even mature. I really have a lot of stories and I have many things to consider as well.

I surely can be stubborn the moment I decided to do something. Hahaha! I know.. I have my ways to express whatever I like..

Events in my life were always random. I couldn't even anticipate what's coming but all I know is that. I'm trying to be whatever I am. Whatever it takes to make me whole.

I may commit some stupid or regretful decisions that may ruin my future but, all I wanted to do is what I think is worth my attention..

Haayyy.. Am I being complicated again? Wushh... =p

Anyways.. I could say my Christmas vacation wasn't spectacular or anything. As I always says..

"Sapat lang."

There are so many accidents that happened to me..

It's so sad because it was always have to be about MONEY..

Sometimes, I wish my family was rich.

Because it was all about the MONEY..

*Sigh*

It's a good thing LOVE couldn't be bought.. =)

It was Christmas anyways...

So I celebrated this with my family.

The New Year was interesting.

I met a young friend. Her name is Ruffa... =)

Anyways. I wanted to make things straight for her.

She's so young yet Vulnerable.

I know where my perspective stands and somehow, I wanted her to see how to live her life in a good way.

She's too young to know what's right or wrong.

I'm not that old to know what is a good life either but at least I know what is right..

So.. It was all about school after the vacation. I was too lazy to set my mind for school.

Hmpf.. My friend were too lazy either..

So we compromised.. We made a decision..

*wink* =p

Okay. So it was a done deal. I spent my day with something I didn't see coming.. It was so impossible for me to even think its gonna happen but it did..

I didn't expected that. All was left was memories now whenever I think of it..

I don't feel any guilt to the decision I had made.

Its just so sad the other one didn't feel it the way I do... =(

But after a long talk..

It was something not easily forgotten and I don't want to feel any regrets that I have failed to keep any promises that was said in the past.

It was just a misunderstanding... =p

And everybody was happy again.

Except I still have a little pain in my heart..

No wonder I still feel the emptiness inside me.

I felt the trembling every time I think of that person wishing that she's happy wherever she is now...

I've got to focus and be ready for what's coming...

KITINN