FAMILY...

Hmmm..

Okay it's been a while since I wrote something.

I was stress out. This sem is toxic! Ugh! It's a good thing I finished it already.

I had been one of the toughest times in my entire college life. But then, I'm proud that finally, I am almost there. Just one step away and I'm done!

Welcome to reality Baby! Yey!

I dream most of the time and I kinda wonder about so many things.

My thoughts were always random. Anything out of the blue.

I think about mostly what will happen to my life in the future.

Am I gonna marry my Luvie? (Hoping for God's glory)

Mostly about my dreams. Will they ever come true?

Will I ever make it? I'm dreaming and praying for the best future.

I think about my family and someday, I know, I am gonna have my own.

Come to think of it. When the time comes, I wonder what will it be like when

I am gonna be a mother. The one who look after a child coming from your own flesh. Seeing your features together with your future husband.

I just wonder. What it feels like when you have to let your child go and find the happiness he/she wanted. That you can never ever give.

The you just have to accept the fact that your kid have a life on his/her own.

*sigh

Somehow, I am thankful that my family was whole even though it's not perfect.

It's just so hard to look at a family even though they're okay, there's someone who is missing.

The only thing that you can never change in this world was your family.

And I am so thankful for that they are always there for me.

Someday, somehow.. I know. I will have my own.

And no matter what happens, I swear.

I'll never let them be harmed. Because I will protect them.

I will give them the things and experiences that I never had.

I will give them the best. I'll dedicate my life to them.

I will never give them away. I will take care of them.

Because they are mine. My family.