Friday, February 19, 2010

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Random for Valentines Day.. ^_^

Okay..

Every body is drooling over Valentines day.

Wonder why.

Well maybe its because its a special day to celebrate LOVE.
And to their dismay, I might write few things about liking someone or even loving someone.


Okay, even though everybody knows that I am Officially taken, as a female, I had experienced different kinds of awkward feelings when it comes to attractions to the opposite gender. (It was all in the past just clear things up!)

I even wonder why sometime in my teenage life, I experienced some feelings I needed to consider.




Have you ever had the feeling that when you see this person, you feel like trembling, fainting, even though you didn't know that person specifically?

Meaning, you aren't close to her/him but then, you feel the anxiety inside you. Curious about who that person is? You wanted to get some details about him/her. Like an amateur stalker on da loose. =p

Checking out his/her facebook profile, looking at his/her pictures, Some informations where is his/her hometown.

Is he/she SINGLE?

Taken?

Crap! Who is like this? Please raise your hand! Hahahaha!

Honestly, I am like this. Except that I'm checking out the Jonas Brothers Profile and Enchong Dee's Fan page in Facebook! Hahahaha!

(Luvie please don't be jealous! Iloveyou!)

Beside the fact I soo like the voice and the looks of Nick and Enchong, its what I do most of time.

Just looking at their pictures. Aww..

And the funny thing is that when you see them, you are eager to hold them and even talk to the person you feel something eerie or awkward. Well I want to say..

You have a CRUSH with that person if you're doing this. XD






Ever cried because your in love with your best friend and she/he doesn't know?


Well even though I don't know how it feels like, I know how hard it is..
Because it's between friendship and LOVE.
And you need to choose one..

And fight for what you feel but don't gamble if friendship is at stake. You have to choose.

And you should be responsible in choosing whether love or friendship. Once you have decided to choose,

Make sure you are portraying a best friend or lover not both.

(Ha! Shoot! Did some one get hit? Hell I don't care! Its my blog! =p)

Don't make things complicated. Make things clear.

When you choose to be a friend act like a friend not a lover.

Learn to be REAL not to Pretend.. I don't care for if some one would disagree for what I am saying. It's my point of view. (don't push it. It's my page! =p)


Did you ever fell in love by just seeing that person for the first time? =)


Love at first sight.. =)
They say it's like magic. The whole world stops spinning and there's a magical feeling inside you. Your heart thumping so badly that you couldn't even stop it.

All you see is the most exquisite stranger in front of you.

Not all of us knows how that feels but then, some are randomly feeling this from afar.

Its a cute thing when they ended up together. =)

Like they are bound to be partners forever. (Shivering! =p)
It's really an amazing story when I heard some. Its quite different but still, it happens. =)


Love is lovelier the 2nd time around. =)

Believe me this is true. I experienced this myself. =)

Its when you feel like it won't work out but you still went for it.

Being inlove with the same person way back isn't so bad. Sometimes its a good thing.

Because you knew better this time..

What is the best for both of you... =)

Love this.. =)


Ever Love someone who is worthy?

You know Love is the most magical thing in this world. In fact, our life is a story of love but in different ways like Love for God, Love for Family, Love for someone special, Love of a daughter to parents, Love for a friend. And Valentines Day is one day to celebrate Love.

All of us deserved to be Loved. No man is an Island and we should love more each day and be happy and satisfied with life.

I wanted to think of many other kinds of Love but then I need to shut my mouth before I get carried away with this post. =p

Please be happy on Valentines Day even I think I will have a lousy Valentines because of certain issues but, I want you guys to be happy... =)



HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!




Wednesday, February 3, 2010

I don't know anything about your world. I want to comment about that.

Typical me. Scanning and seeing different stuffs about literally everything.

There was something I saw.

It was just pictures. Some uploaded pictures in Facebook.

I was pissed off seeing some of the pictures because of who were in those photos.

Huh. Yeah I hate her. I don't like her. Maybe she doesn't like me either but I don't really care. All I care about is that she need to get out on my path or else..

Okay.. I'll stop talking about her.. My post isn't about her anyway.

Let's skip that part.

I saw some family pictures. Some comments and everything.

Somehow it hit me.

Like I felt something that I wasn't suppose to feel. I wasn't even close to that family though I respect them a lot.

I respect them to the highest heavens even at times I talk about wrong things about them but still, I respect them very much.

There are a lot of stuffs I wanted to to know about them. They are suppose to be some people I wished I knew better.

I am not the type of girl who usually got up then talk to them as if we've known each other for life. I'm maybe a little talkative but not when I talk to older people or to those whom I know I need to watch my behavior.

Hell. That's not me. Definitely not my attitude. I am not the type of girl who will speak up and tell stories about me. I shy away from those scenario.

Instead I'll keep quiet and then I'll just be scared to even touch them.

Yeah. Kitinn who is famous for being outspoken through her blog is shy when it comes to talking to elderly whom she respects a lot.

I don't know. I want to know about them. What is their stories but somehow I am afraid to ask. I am more afraid of what will they think of me. Their impression about me. I don't want them to judge me.

Instead I'd rather keep my mouth shut than to make bad impressions about myself. But I wanted to know their stories.

Complicated aren't I?

I don't know if this is confusion or just avoiding and then wanted to do something but I can't..

Stupid me...

There are stuffs I wanted to see, I wanted to feel but I'd rather be sitting in front of my computer.

I am not type of having the thickest face on earth. I'd rather be in my house doing something instead of making a fool of myself.

Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.

I should make up my mind but I really need to find something to make me grow wider and broad.

Life is complicated.

What's new?

I had been busy as crap in school but some days seems insignificant.

That really bugs me. But I don't have a choice.

*sigh

I will be Okay.. =)


KITINN